I have an ear infection and feel thoroughly defeated at the moment.
I'm trying very hard not to feel that way.
On the bright side, tomorrow is another day; hopefully the pressure in my head will lessen and I'll be able to stand up for more than a few minutes without toppling over. And hopefully this heaviness I feel in my heart and on my shoulders will go with it.
Today just made me realize that I don't really cry anymore. And that makes me want to cry more than anything else.
