Friday, September 9, 2011

Big Girl/little girl; life in bullet points.

-I definitely have some nerve damage from the accident, and a prolonged concussion.

-Soda free for 17 days. It's a little frustrating since literally it's all Finn drinks and he's constantly buying, but it's not any harder than it was when I originally did this a few years ago.

-I bought a new straightener (even though I rarely straighten my hair these days), since the one I have now is way too big to handle properly. Thanks to the Walmart giftcard I've had for the last four years.

-Back to drinking green tea every morning and again before bed (with a mixture of rose, chamomile and lavender to help me sleep).

-Doing non-union work for Glee.

-Thinking of applying at my family's old church for Day Care/Sunday School.

-Modeling work

-Today would have been my uncle's 59th birthday, but he lost his battle with Pancreatic cancer a little over three years ago. My aunt sent this to me: 'Molly, he thought highly of you and your beautiful voice. When you sang at your grandmother's service (the year before) he came home and told me what a beautiful voice you had! So glad you were able to do that for him (sing at his service). Love you!'

-Cutting people and things out of my life that just don't work/fit anymore.

-Excited to buy Benefit cosmetics from Macy's with an ancient gift card that no one has managed to use.

-Buying: 'The Enterprise of Death,' and 'Yes Means Yes' the next time I go to Barnes and Noble with, you guessed it, unused giftcards. One is science fiction, while the other is a contemporary piece on rape culture and feminism.

-Re-reading 'He's Just Not That Into You' to re-instill the once unshakable self-respect I had for myself. Also, to help me stay away from the wrong guys, or the guys I've already encountered that were wrong the first time and haven't changed, no matter how lonely I am.

-Got asked out by a 6'8 genius, with a nice smile. And we'll see where it goes.

-I'm writing again. Thank God.

-Putting money in the bank tomorrow.

-Going away party for one of my dearest friends and realizing more and more that adulthood means following your heart, no matter where it takes you.

Cheers.